|
Monday, 25 July 2005
can't feel the same about you anymore
Now Playing: Funeral for a friend: streetcar
Topic: WhirlwindThoughts
More messages from scott X.x
duckmandrake2000 (25/07/2005 06:39:43): Good moring, hope you slept well, and I hope you have a good day
duckmandrake2000 (25/07/2005 06:40:05): your fellow partner in crime, Scott
gah wtf?! why is he thinking about me sleeping?!?!?! and partner in cimre? huh? did i miss something?! O.O
anyway going gym today and gonna download music later. ad rang me last night and he seemed strange.. it didn't even sound that much like him but it was coz i know it was but it's like... like how he sounded after we broke up when he rang me where insteadof saying "hi hun" or "hi darlin'!" he just said.. "hello..." it was weird and he was speking quietly... o.o;; meh i dunno
gonna see him wednesday though ^_^
i'm confused about what i feel for mike... i don't know if ilove himor nto anymore... he's never online so meh...
gur more things goign through my head today (and i have a cold) about avril lavigne and when i think of her i think of mum saingi look like her and me getting pissed off which remidns me of tori on urbis being made fun off and being called an avril wannabe because she wasin pinka nd black and stuff and loked a lil like her (but no way near as pretty as avril and thats saying something ugly bitch)which reminded me of the same day wheer ad left me and her and tenj and stel and went off with some otjher gils (2nd time i was him) and pulled them and stuff >_> and going home with tori thinking she was a;lright and everyone was wrong about her because she seemed nice and THEN she goes and arranged to sleep woith adrian 32 days after me and him break up! which remidns me of him cheatin on me god knows how manyt times which remind me of when i burst into tears so many times thast day in fench, in the toilets walking to art or we lesson it was and from maths and tenji being really sympathetic -_- and loz not knowing what to do but only her caring and then a few weeks ago where iwent into the tiolets at school and tried to kill myself but couldn't do it which remind me of being deprssed which makes me despressed which makes me wanna slit... V_v
it all comes down to suicide in the end
LOVE IS THE SLOWEST FORM OF SUICIDE
get used to that phrase i use it alot.
anyway feel ill but i don't wanna give ad another cold if he comes round wednesday AHH
and i ca't shave for the gum today coz then i'll be hairy onw ednesday AHHH
AHHHH
anywway gonna go post on gaia for a bit and then download some music...^_^;
.:*:.~Taeno~.:*:.
Posted by angelondeathrow
at 11:14 AM BST
View Latest Entries
|
