Monday, 29 August 2005

i will never ask if you don't ever tell me
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: ive no idea but there screaming!
Topic: WhirlwindThoughts
I so unhappy right now
adrian just left
i dunno if i'm crying coz i miss him or because i know we might break up or because i don't wanna be with him or... *cries* T_T

We were fine at first, watching film and then we were kissing but it loked dodgy and mum walked in and wondered what we were doing so we were too embarrest then and then he was all depressed all afternoon and almost cyring and he wouldn't tell me whats wrong which got me upset and he seemed more interested in my mum than me because he kept talking to her and he hardly said anything to me but kept singing and stuff

i feel so alone and unhappy all adrian ever does recently is just pick on me or put me down or tell me stuff i don't wanna klnow and he acts like he doens't care aout me then expects me to want him and be happy afterwards and i don't like that! it's making me hate him i'm so confused i was readin the old convo's with henry before and henry was the one who had said he wanted to be friends with me still and cared and now it's the opposite *cry*

i wanna die so much i cna't stand living my heads fucked up so much it keeps hurting me and making me think things i shouldn't and *cries unhappily*

.:.~Taeno~.:.

Posted by angelondeathrow at 7:52 PM BST

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